My name is Mavis. I am a 21 years old gal and very beautiful, i had an affair with a man who happened to be married. I became aware of his status when i was 3 months pregnant. I got so hurt that a police friend of mine was sleeping with me and helped me throughout my pregnancy till now I’ve delivered. Four months after, my former mate visited me and i slept with him. Another friend ask me to visit and i also slept with him too, making four in number. Whenever i do that too i feel bad but i don’t know how to say no to a guy when he wants to sleep with me.
When my baby boy turn 7months i met a guy on Bbm, i am so disappointed in myself for sleeping with so many men in less than 2 yrs. Mama, just last week two friends gave me a lift, and you won’t believe that i have actually succeeded in sleeping with both guys within this two days without them knowing. I feel so terrible cos i don’t know how i was able to start this dubious life. I am contemplating suicide cos i don’t know if God will forgive me again. I feel so dirty to the extent that i cannot go to church and to make matters worse when i don’t get anybody to sleep with me then i masturbate. My baby is now 9 months old. Pls help me. I am dying slowly.
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